Who, among those who really knew Father Simon, did not dream of building with him something dear to his heart??
Who, in fact, did not see in him a builder who was able to carve himself an important part in the life of all? A good father, a big brother and a friend in whom we liked to confide, to let ourselves be touched by his intense listening
quality,his kindness, his enthusiasm and the solidity of his faith?
With his death, some will see the collapse of their dream. Other will content themselves with an unfinished project. .
Which is the case of this recording.
 
When hearing of the throes of his sickness, and stricken by the intensity of faith and hope that Father Simon put in the acceptance of his sufferings, we asked him to express himself through singing.
As incensed as this might have seemed, he accepted with no hesitation.
Not only did our friend priest venerate singing, he also believed hard that “singing is to pray twice”. Everything that could reinforce his prayer, allow him to share it with others, was no doubt good.
 
He even went above our expectations, revealing once more his preacher’s charisma. He told us of his desire not only to
record one CD, but three, illustrating the three mysteries of the Rosary, and that will include meditations and prayers:
this was Father Simon’s ”. way to translate into music a project very dear to his heart, the one of Darbessama. As if by
analogy, these numbers three and seven, and this the “priest happy to be”, thrived to bend more to the divine
perfection towards his meeting with the “one who calls him to be a Saint".
The realisation of this project will unfortunately not be in absolute conformity with the wish of the one who wanted it.
The seven meditations, Father Simon was never able to record them. We had to draw into the archives.
This is a blessing nonetheless: the two songs that he was able in extremis to sing with a feeble voice, when his will
sickness reached its peak, a few days before his
death,remain like the poor’s cry:
“Lord you probe my depth and know me.
Whether I stand up or sit down, you know it.
You are ahead of me, you chase me, you clasp me in your arms. You lay your hand on me”.
 
What is more authentic and more touching
than Father Simon singing this psalm?
This is already the first CD.
May it enter the houses of all those who knew and
and loved this “good priest”.
It is a privileged way to preserve his memory alive
but also to enter into his most profound prayer
while repeating incessantly, thanks to these
beautiful songs of Taizé, that whatever our
problems are, our doubts and our lack of
understanding, with the Lord,“Day as night is light”
and that in the end, “every thing is grace”.
 
 
We don’t know yet when and how the two
other CDs will be recorded. What is certain
though is that this project will remain one of
the last desires of Father Simon, that we, his
friends, who have given the best of ourselves
to realise but a part of it, will preciously,
keep in our memory and our hearts.
 
Kamal Chémali
To Command this CD Please Contact info@darbessama.org